The towering inferno that was once the Silent Cicada cast thousands of glowing
embers into the dark sky where they traced the currents of the wind and cast a
dull red illumination. Revealed by the dim glow was a young woman kneeling in
front of the burning inn. In front of her a wakizashi lay on the grass, its
blade blackened by the ash and blood that was cooked onto it by the heat. The
same ash and blood covered the woman, and as tears rolled down her face and fell
to the ground they too were black and red.
'Not my blood', Sae thought looking at her stained hands. The haze began to
clear from her mind slowly and unwanted emotion caught up to the tears that she
was shedding. She tried to speak but the rage, despair, and horror of the
situation that she now felt made her choke on her words.
'How many did I kill?' she wondered. It was like waking from a blood soaked
nightmare, but here there was a difference. These men were very real and very
dead. There should have been ten or so if they were all in the building when she
started the fire, plus the innkeeper, his family and the one or two other guests
who had sought respite from their travels here. Strange that she should only
remember them now that it no longer mattered.
"Justice", she finally said. These were the first words she had spoken since
leaving the dojo two days ago.
"Murder", replied the gentle voice she knew to belong to her sensei Kakita
Tokai.
"It was for you", Sae cried out to the voice on the wind. "They would have
vanished long before anyone could have arrived. They would have disappeared.
They would have gotten away with murder…" her voice trailed off as the dancing
embers fell to the ground illuminating the bodies that littered the area outside
the entrance to the inn. Apparently only six of them had retained enough
sobriety to wake up in time to act. Their cuts no longer bleeding, they looked
dull like her blade. Her katana, she remembered now, had been driven into the
chest of the first of them as he tried to barrel his way through the doorway. He
had fallen back into the flames and there he lay still. His body now only flames
in human form. Her sword, still sticking from its body, was glowing red-hot.
Guilt brought up the contents of her last meal and she further soiled the once
beautiful blue kimono her brother had given her. She had worn it so that any of
the men who made it out of the fire would know who it was that killed them.
Indeed the look of surprise and shock still colored the faces of those corpses.
It was their last expression before Sae had cut them down one at a time in their
panic to escape the burning inn.
'Will I get away with murder?' Sae wondered. Would she be tracked down and
punished like these men had deserved? By Lady Sun and Lord Moon, what did she
deserve for this?
"It was for yourself." Her sensei replied and then the wind was still.
Two days later, Sae returned to the dojo to find that no one had, in fact,
arrived to discover the abandoned school. A bitter smile painted across her lips
as she considered how peaceful the place was now. The men had carried off all of
the bodies after their attack and hid them in the forest. The dojo as well as
all the other buildings was well kept, clean and empty. Whoever they were they
had taken everything of value. Despite all that had occurred in the last couple
of days Sae found that she still knew so little about why this had happened. So
focused was she on vengeance that she hadn't even bothered to find out who those
murderers were. The men had come without warning and just as quickly killed
everyone she had lived with for the last six months, when she herself was sent
here. She realized now that they had not fought like brigands or thieves, but
like trained bushi. If she had not been waiting by the river for Tokai-sama, she
too would have been butchered.
Sae closed her eyes trying to keep the tears from forming. She didn't know why
he hadn't show up. But now she could never tell him how much she respected him,
how much she looked up to him, and more. Her fellow students, even her beloved
Sensei were all gone now. She too was dead, Sae supposed. She knew she could not
return to her family after the sin she committed. It would only bring shame to
her father and to her sensei. Better for Doji Sae to have died with the rest of
her small school.
It took her only a half an hour to search through her former home. The men had
been thorough and there was not much left that would be of any use to a ronin.
Her filthy kimono, she threw into the river pausing only momentarily to look
toward the willow tree where Tokai should have been waiting. If no one
discovered what had happened here in a day or so some peasant downstream would
be sure to fish out the singed and bloodied robe and alert a magistrate.
Finally, they would arrive to investigate days later. Perhaps they would find
the hidden bodies of the students if they looked hard enough or the single grave
under that willow tree marked with the largest stones that could be found and
the recovered daisho of Kakita Tokai. Meanwhile she would find out who had sent
those men.
As she left the dojo for the last time a breeze picked up and cast cherry petals
into the bright sky where they traced the currents of the wind and painted a
picture of beauty and peace around the quiet landscape. But as Sae watched the
spectacle she saw only the burning embers of that night and her glowing red
katana.